There is a man playing the violin...and the strings are the nerves in his own arms. - James O'Barr
It's been a while since I updated, and the layout looks like crap. But I don't really give a damn right now. So, mind the mess if you want. Hell knows if anyone's even reading this.
You've probably heard it before, but I'll say it again. I hate human beings.
I hate their ways, I hate everything about them. I hate the way they destroy themselves and have the tendency to not be content in only destroying themselves, but drawing others into their foolish path.
Now, you might be saying, 'You're a human. What are you talking about?'
Well, allow me a bit of boasting, as I don't usually do so. At least, that I'm aware.
I feel that there are some of us who are NOT normal human beings like the rest of this pathetic race. Some of us who actually have a bit of brain matter. Some who can THINK FOR THEIR FUCKING SELF and NOT GIVE IN TO THE IGNORANT WAYS OF THE FUCKING MASSES. So, yeah. I think I'm special. Whoop-dee-freaking-doo. If you have a problem with it, you can screw off.
But I don't think I'm the only one. I'm far from THAT egotistical. And, no, I'm not ignorant enough to base this difference on the petty divisions humans have made for themselves like 'race' and 'social status' and all the others.
You see, the problem is that the morons who populate the mass of this world won't leave those of us who decide to be different from them because we can put two and fucking two together. No, in their eyes, everyone and everything has to be the same. You see, in order to feel like they matter, they think they have to make others feel like in order for them to matter they have to be like them.
Some of us who are weaker fall to this, and all of us have most likely at one time or another. But when someone who you think is so strong-willed, so smart, unwavering, and knows how to FUCKING THINK FOR THEMSELVES AND BE THEIR SELF seems to be wavering to the ignorance that clogs the world and makes it hard to even BREATH in this place we all live, it really kills me. Sure, I feel a little pissed off, but not really at anyone in certain, and that's definately not the most defining emotion. I feel pain, and alone, and bewilderment, and all sorts of unpleasant things. If those bastards one of the few things in this world that matters to me, I don't know what I'll do. It hurts me SO much to see these things as possibilities. I swear, I've said before I wish I could take the few things and people I care about in this world and take them to some island where the rest of the fuck-heads out there can't reach us, and I felt selfish. Well, maybe it is selfish, but I don't give a damn. I'd take that opprotunity in a split-second.
If you've made it this far, you either enjoy reading random people speil out angst, or you are bored, or you're someone I know who's actually concerned about me. Well, if you're the latter, don't worry about me; I'm fine. Seriously. I just needed to say how I feel about this world, and I've said it before. Just not usually with so much angst and swearing.
Nothing has changed....
I'll still be waiting.....
Waiting here.............
For the Light to come back to me........
-Marduk, the man patiently waiting in the dark corner for the crow of life to bring him back the way things were.
You've probably heard it before, but I'll say it again. I hate human beings.
I hate their ways, I hate everything about them. I hate the way they destroy themselves and have the tendency to not be content in only destroying themselves, but drawing others into their foolish path.
Now, you might be saying, 'You're a human. What are you talking about?'
Well, allow me a bit of boasting, as I don't usually do so. At least, that I'm aware.
I feel that there are some of us who are NOT normal human beings like the rest of this pathetic race. Some of us who actually have a bit of brain matter. Some who can THINK FOR THEIR FUCKING SELF and NOT GIVE IN TO THE IGNORANT WAYS OF THE FUCKING MASSES. So, yeah. I think I'm special. Whoop-dee-freaking-doo. If you have a problem with it, you can screw off.
But I don't think I'm the only one. I'm far from THAT egotistical. And, no, I'm not ignorant enough to base this difference on the petty divisions humans have made for themselves like 'race' and 'social status' and all the others.
You see, the problem is that the morons who populate the mass of this world won't leave those of us who decide to be different from them because we can put two and fucking two together. No, in their eyes, everyone and everything has to be the same. You see, in order to feel like they matter, they think they have to make others feel like in order for them to matter they have to be like them.
Some of us who are weaker fall to this, and all of us have most likely at one time or another. But when someone who you think is so strong-willed, so smart, unwavering, and knows how to FUCKING THINK FOR THEMSELVES AND BE THEIR SELF seems to be wavering to the ignorance that clogs the world and makes it hard to even BREATH in this place we all live, it really kills me. Sure, I feel a little pissed off, but not really at anyone in certain, and that's definately not the most defining emotion. I feel pain, and alone, and bewilderment, and all sorts of unpleasant things. If those bastards one of the few things in this world that matters to me, I don't know what I'll do. It hurts me SO much to see these things as possibilities. I swear, I've said before I wish I could take the few things and people I care about in this world and take them to some island where the rest of the fuck-heads out there can't reach us, and I felt selfish. Well, maybe it is selfish, but I don't give a damn. I'd take that opprotunity in a split-second.
If you've made it this far, you either enjoy reading random people speil out angst, or you are bored, or you're someone I know who's actually concerned about me. Well, if you're the latter, don't worry about me; I'm fine. Seriously. I just needed to say how I feel about this world, and I've said it before. Just not usually with so much angst and swearing.
Nothing has changed....
I'll still be waiting.....
Waiting here.............
For the Light to come back to me........
-Marduk, the man patiently waiting in the dark corner for the crow of life to bring him back the way things were.